SPM ........My future

SPM result was out last thursday and I can saw the nerves for those who sat for the examination the end of last year.

WOW!!

I know, it's totally unrelated to me as I wasn't one of them and I having my sejarah paper on that day too. Just that,I wonder why,felt the spasm of panick in me too!

When I entered the foyer and there's are hundred of them waiting their results.I stood beside the last year 5s1 class to wait for the arrival of the results. YES,it's coming.

Everybody was there to wait and try to glimpse his result. Finally the teacher gave the paper and I heard people screaming, so I screamed blindly LOLX. Straight As, but not Straight A +.Haha

The best student of SMK BUD(2)is VANESSA,who got only an A,and A+ for other subjects!

Some jumped in excitement, some looked calm, even the result was so excellent,some looked sad,result wasn’t that good I guess.

While looking at this situation, I couldn’t help thinking, how should I react if I were in their shoes? Juniors in Form 4 kept telling me that, I will be like them next year, either jumping like a maniac or screaming like a monkey. Great Pressure exerted on me and I felt that I gonna burst myself!

Desperate for A+ man! I always thought A= is 95 % above, but it’s just bullshit ok? Can you imagine people all got 95 above for most of the subjects? Do you believe people all strive? at the 11th hour and ended up getting 95 % above for Sej, Moral, Add math, Inggeris … ? Certainly results go according to graph again.

Then What’s the point of changing the system , from 1A, 2A to A+ , A- then ? Foolish.

Back to main point.

I want to be the one who walks out from the crowd, with everybody looking at me,full of jealousy or envy . I admit, I am desperate for A+ , because it’s possible! I used to think that it’s a impossible mission , unless they’re genius. But now it seemed realistic.

I will study very very very very hard from now on . i want A+ , A+ , A+ , A +, A + ,A+, A+ ,A+ , A+ ,A+……

Well, I will do my very best to get it. But I promise, If my result turned out to be awful, I wouldn’t cry . What for? Those who cried over spilled milk are actually crying for their laziness . For me, as long as I do my part, it’s the end. it’s the God to decide, what kind of result i should get.

8 more months . SPM 2010 . Gambateh.

I am motivated!

A+ !